complicated

sometimes i wish that i can tell it all. sometimes i wish i am not me for once. sometimes i wish i can be someone else for one day and have that big experience. sometimes i wish i dont have to pretend that i am okay. currently, i am NOT okay. i am not okay at all -___-

why is this life so complicated,

why cant things go the way i want for once?

why do i always have to be the one suffering...

why do i always have to pretend when i am around people.

why do i care so much about what other people think.

why do i take other people's feelings first and not mine.

why cant for once i say, "i hate you! get you ass out of here!"

-i'm rude -___- sorry.

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& yes i am tired of this complicated life,

disappointed

So just give me one good reason, Tell me why I should stay 'Cause I don't wanna waste another moment in saying things we never meant to say...

i am so tired, i am breathless, i am so restless... i wished i knew nothing, i wished none of this would happen, i wished everything is like what it used to be. i wished i can travel back to the past and change it...

it is so boring, having to stay home and just sit there doing nothing much. i still wish me and my friends were at school, gossiping with one another, teasing each other. especially guys vs. girls. hahaha. memories. i hope the best for all of our future =D

so, a few minutes ago, i signed in at Myspace and then i checked the 'stream' and i saw a picture of a guy kissing a girl. sigh, budak-budak zaman sekarang. i just approved the friend request before, he didn't bother me much but seeing that photo, ugh.... sigh, what is going to happen to this world. people don't care about religion anymore, don't they know what our prophet sacrificed for Islam. sigh, i don't know what to say anymore. i am very very very disappointed.

I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain

i am tired.