please, be my escape<3

Cause Ive been housing all this doubt

and insecurity

and Ive been locked inside that house

all the while

You hold the key
And Ive been dying to get out

and that might be the death of me
And even though,

theres no way in knowing

where to go,

promise Im going because

Im stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake

I got to get out of here
Cause Im afraid that this complacency is something I cant shake
I got to get out of here
And Im begging You,

Im begging You to be my escape.

<3

if only a guy would say : i'd stay for you.

correction,

if only 'that' guy would say : i'd stay for you.

it would be the greatest thing.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there

There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again

You know that I'll be there for you in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

it is an odd feeling,

which i never thought i would feel.