leaving behind,

so today wasn't what i expected but it was okay. i cant say i hundred percent happy nor hundred percent sad. also i wanted to say Happy Birthday to Harris Sufian bin Ruslan. i didn't quiet have a good cousin-to-cousin relationship with him because i had a fight with him and i am so ashamed because it was entirely my fault -___-

yes, as usual, i texted with a couple of people today. like wan & azim. shocking, i decided to text with his girlfriend to ask about something. sigh. but i didn't feel bad or sad because we didn't talk about him. then surprisingly, he texted me asking what i was doing and i replied. i smiled when he sent me the text but then we text for a while and he 'as usual' vanish! sigh.

i agree with the song, two is better than one but it seems so hard to get the two in the same team, there will be sacrifices, you'll feel as if its not worth fighting for because you'll feel that the other half isn't working as hard as you are... i understood those and it hurts badly. i am tired of all these though i agree. i am done waiting for him and i am moving on... pray for me, pray the best for me.

*gah* talking crap~ hehehehehehehe. this life seriously ain't a fairytale, you don't always get what you want. you don't actually need what you want, that's a fact that i stick on to.

psst... you're on my heart just like a tattoo ;)