complicated

sometimes i wish that i can tell it all. sometimes i wish i am not me for once. sometimes i wish i can be someone else for one day and have that big experience. sometimes i wish i dont have to pretend that i am okay. currently, i am NOT okay. i am not okay at all -___-

why is this life so complicated,

why cant things go the way i want for once?

why do i always have to be the one suffering...

why do i always have to pretend when i am around people.

why do i care so much about what other people think.

why do i take other people's feelings first and not mine.

why cant for once i say, "i hate you! get you ass out of here!"

-i'm rude -___- sorry.

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& yes i am tired of this complicated life,