A new Chapter.
well, it's 12:24pm and soon my friends are coming here.
as well as i know, i changed a lot in this past few days.
fortunately, i made myself more silent and turned to a very different person.
it's not that i am not happy about my first chapter in my story in 2009, it's just... i think i am going to a new Chapter which i may call it
as well as i know, i changed a lot in this past few days.
fortunately, i made myself more silent and turned to a very different person.
it's not that i am not happy about my first chapter in my story in 2009, it's just... i think i am going to a new Chapter which i may call it
"the changes"
yes... first chapter of my life in 2009 was about how i sacrifice for life and school and other things i dont want to talk about. it was hurting me deeply inside. i dont think i want to sacrifice for the things i have sacrificed in the first chapter. in this very chapter, i am making sure that i have a good communication with all of my family and friends and of course the people i love the most.
i realized that i had been ignoring them on my first/last chapter. I know theyve been hurt a lot by me and here, i want to say sorry for the past few days or weeks or month. it's just that im busy but to tell you the truth, in my last chapter... i kept myself busy so that i dont have to always be with other people. i kept myself busy so that i wont feel bad for myself unfortunately, i made the people i loved the most felt bad and dissapointed in me.
i promise that the new chapter of my life is going to be more 'me' and i hope there will be no Drama like the last one. i know i said i became more silent but i promise that it wont even bug my relationship/friendship with my family and friends. i know you guys are always at my back no matter what and i just want you to know, the last chapter was all fake and i was just pretending because on the last chapter in my 2008 story, i got hurt so badly inside that i have thought that i would want to kill myself. so, dont be dissapointed or sad at me anymore because i'll always be at your back no matter what happens...
i hope, in the new chapter... ill have a relationship/friendship fixed up and i hope that we wont be fighting anymore because it hurts me when we all fought. ill try to be a better person and more 'me' in this new chapter and i hope people that i love will opened up to me and become my friends. and if i have broken your hearts or hurt your feelings, i am very very very very very very sorry for what ive done.
and also, for the people that BROKE MY HEART & HURT MY FEELINGS, i am trying my best to forgive you but i cant promise you that i forget what you've done to me. i will not revenge but i will just leave it all to Allah(God). you'll receive recompense for Allah. God's Willing.
Daa~
wish me luck,
i realized that i had been ignoring them on my first/last chapter. I know theyve been hurt a lot by me and here, i want to say sorry for the past few days or weeks or month. it's just that im busy but to tell you the truth, in my last chapter... i kept myself busy so that i dont have to always be with other people. i kept myself busy so that i wont feel bad for myself unfortunately, i made the people i loved the most felt bad and dissapointed in me.
i promise that the new chapter of my life is going to be more 'me' and i hope there will be no Drama like the last one. i know i said i became more silent but i promise that it wont even bug my relationship/friendship with my family and friends. i know you guys are always at my back no matter what and i just want you to know, the last chapter was all fake and i was just pretending because on the last chapter in my 2008 story, i got hurt so badly inside that i have thought that i would want to kill myself. so, dont be dissapointed or sad at me anymore because i'll always be at your back no matter what happens...
i hope, in the new chapter... ill have a relationship/friendship fixed up and i hope that we wont be fighting anymore because it hurts me when we all fought. ill try to be a better person and more 'me' in this new chapter and i hope people that i love will opened up to me and become my friends. and if i have broken your hearts or hurt your feelings, i am very very very very very very sorry for what ive done.
and also, for the people that BROKE MY HEART & HURT MY FEELINGS, i am trying my best to forgive you but i cant promise you that i forget what you've done to me. i will not revenge but i will just leave it all to Allah(God). you'll receive recompense for Allah. God's Willing.
Daa~
wish me luck,
posted by safiyyahsha at
8:23 PM
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