Assalamualaikum.
today, i just finished my papers.
so, exam is over!
yay.
ye la tu...
UPSR pon belum.

today, i received two pictures from abg zizi.
akim's message and stuffs.



except, it was bigger.
i dont have to squat my eyes to read them.

'school'
awesome word eiyh!
NOT
-
i am telling you the truth once and for all,
two last days, someone told me they liked me.
i was shocked.
you all know I'm the the type of girl that doesn't date.
he doesn't date too.
he just wants to know whether i like him or not.
and i don't.
he was not more than a friend.
though he is a very good friend.
he is nice and cute but i never had any feelings to him.

first, i thought... [night]
"he took it very well.. he was still acting the same when he texted & called me."
but later today,
he was rather to say gloomy.
when he was with his friend,
he was laughing and smile sweetly.
but when he looked at me,
all the happiness in his face & adorable eyes
just flashed away.
we weren't this awkward before he told me the 'thing'.
I'm not regretting that he told me the 'thing'
but i think its better if he hadn't told me..
so that he wouldn't have to be
-awkward-
when he's with me...

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