parents affection

tiffany unnie<3

tiffany unnie's mom died when she was still young. she is a very happy go lucky person but when it comes to his mum.... she's very sad just like the next vid i'm gonna show you.

they shouldnt have asked about fany's mum. they know she's goona cry.

fyi, the song during this vid was Dear Mom by SNSD. fany really wanted her mum to hear this song, whereever she is, even though she's in heaven...

truthfully, i cried watching this vid since i feel the same thing because my mum died went i was still a young girl too. i know how you feel, unnie.

fany unnie hwaiting^^

we all love you(:

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donghae oppa! he lost his dad when he was a teenager. he is also a very happy go lucky person but when it comes to his dad, he become sensitive... i cried watching this too.

sarangheyo, donghae oppa! oppa hwaiting<33

they talked about donghae oppa's dad who is dead. i cried a lot too since i feel the same thing it's just my mum died not my dad. i know how hurt donghae oppa is.

fyi, the song during this vid was What If - Super Junior. one of MY favourite songs... <3

they really shouldnt say anything about his dad. they know he'll start crying. ):

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i dont want your affection,

but i need your affection...

flawless

wow! last night i dreamt something useless + weird and i dont know the reason.

-- i dreamt that i was in class, 6c pupils were there. i sat beside faqihah and aina was in front of me. we all sat quietly, reading a book i think. then, cikgu najib came in. suddenly a weird noise came. truthfully, it was like a ghost. hantu... cikgu najib asked, "sape yang buat bunyi ni?" but no one answered. he searched the whole class for the noise. then i noticed that the sound was like a ghost sound. faqihah and i recite 'ayat kursi' and suddenly the noise was gone. and then, in a blink of an eye, we were studying and a teacher was in front of us teaching something. before that, we were sitting at the back of the class but after the blink of an eye, we were in the middle. OMO! how can that happen right?! haha. i think the moral of the dream was

kita hanya boleh berlindung dengan ayat-ayat suci Al-quran/surah-surah dan Allah SWT.

after that i woke up, but i decided to sleep again.

so, here's my second dream

-- aina, ain, faqihah and i were chatting. it was actually raining. then, jannatun came and asked us, "ape korang rase pasal Azim?"

i didnt remember what we answered. but then, we started talking about Azim after jannatun left. soon, cikgu kamarul, cikgu norhayati, athirah, amar and azim came. they were wearing normal clothes. it was school day. then azim, athirah went to the canteen and eat. cikgu K and cikgu yati went to the old office. i think, we asked azim and athirah where were they going and they told us, "terengganu,"

after that, cikgu yati came down and amar ran to azim and athirah. "bye cikgu," i said to cikgu yati. but then, cikgu K walked towards us and ain asked, "cikgu nak pergi mane?"

"terengganu,"

then we became happy, "pemahaman tak da!" we shouted after cikgu walked away.

then we went further but we heard cikgu kamarul said,

"makan cepat!" he said.

"makan, makan! makan, la... amar makan, athirah pon.. makan la cepat sayang!" or something like that. he was saying it weirdly like talking to a baby. what a cute father right? haha.

then i woke up again, i think.

ODD RIGHT?

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why can't i stop thinking of you when i admit and know that i like him?